Happy Easter

Easter just isn't the same without family. I'm missing everyone and wishing I was there for the egg hunt...big bucks are involved and I always win. Next year. The run down: -Made Banana Pancakes -Colored Eggs -Drew self portrait to be revealed tomorrow -Brats for Dinner -Deadwood -Carnivale finale -Chocolate Ice Cream -Rehearse for Millie audition -Sleep Over all it was a pretty good day. Still miss my fam. Here's a picture of our colored eggs. We did a sports theme this year courtesy of Mom. Love to all.

Goodbye Pisces

I don’t I don’t know why In your Boys life you become like a bull like a bull in a china shop Smash it up into smithereens There you There you go again Breaking Breaking porcelain Is that all I am just a Doll you got used to We’ve done We’ve done this before as Mars sauntered through his door Don’t say it’s time to say Goodbye to Pisces Goodbye to Pisces I cried and I washed my tears that turned into diamond Ice into ice and if it could freeze My heart wouldn’t float away There we There we go again… So how how will I go Back on Back on the shelf with a smile with a smile to the customer and say on sale by the owner Here I Here I go again Breaking Breaking porcelain Is that all I am just a Doll you got used to We’ve done We’ve done this before as Mars sauntered through his door Don’t say it’s time to say Goodbye to Pisces Goodbye to Pisces Goodbye my Pisces

End of Chapter One

Today marked the last day of My Life on a Bus, an epoch tale that has finally met it's demise. It's bittersweet. I will miss all my pals, and I will cringe anytime I think of having to travel via bus ever again. I'm ready for the next step. I'm feeling empowered, I've now got a tour under my belt and I'm ready to jump back into the sea of singing fishes. If I don't find something soon I'll bust at the gills. Okay, I know, enough with the fish references...except for "I caught you a delicious Bass" (we watched Napoleon today for our last bus movie). I'm ready for a new show and I need to be able to sing more. There are a bunch of auditions coming up and I'm getting really energized and excited to put myself out there again. I'll be doing a showcase about a month after I get back to NY. Hopefully that will give me some great leads. Why is it that I am constantly questioning life decisions. We're in Savannah, GA and I was thinking back to when I applied for Savannah College of Art and Design here. What would my life have been like? I can't really think about it too much or it makes me go crazy. I do love all the art school kids here though. They're my peeps. I feel right at home. I just wish I wasn't so sick. I'm the only one staying in tonight. Everybody went to the cemetary to hunt for ghosts. I'm so jealous because I love that stuff, but I have to take care of myself. Tonight I had to give away my solo lines because I couldn't sing them and it almost killed me. Anyway, we're headed to LA tomorrow. I'll be in San Diego for the first couple of days to visit the fam and then the shows at the Kodak begin on Wednesday. I can't wait. On Thursday the whole cast will be on The Price is Right. One of us is guaranteed to get on. Plinko beyotches! Then we'll give Bob Barker a standing ovation (sorry...inside joke...LMAO) One week in LA and then it's back to the big city. My life is just one big adventure after another. I think that's the only way I can live. Today, I feel infinite... best, you've got to be the best you've got to change the world and use this chance to be heard your time is now

Athens...not Greece, I wish

Athens, GA. Well, I wish I could appreciate it but the plague that has traveled through the bus finally caught up with me. So, I'm sick and I hate being sick. I just want someone to take care of me. Melissa is being my pseudo mom tonight which is helping but I'm still miserable. I need Cali and soon. I really want to tell you all about the book I just read, but I'm protective of it and I don't think I would do it justice in my current state. Soon. Tonight there will be a miracle and I will be cured by tomorrow morning. At least that's what I'm telling myself. Goodnight.