Reno...hmmm

Here I am in Reno. I've been very introspective the last couple of days and have had a few moments of self-realization. It's always a bit painful but liberating to discover a truth about yourself. Maybe it stemmed from being in the "Biggest Little City in the World", but I had one of the biggest little realizations here. I just have to say I treasure the small friendships and long lasting real friendships I have. It's never easy to discover that you really don't mean that much to some people, especially when you feel that you had some kind of relationship. But sometimes when you stop relying on others to feed your soul, you discover other things that fill it. Although I'm not sure what life has in store for me, I know what kind of a person I want to be. I hope that I will be able to share that with those who are willing to accept it. If not, I'm not going to let it get me down. All I can do is just go on being me. I can't wait to get out of Reno. I see my family in two days when we travel to Salt Lake. They feed my soul...nothing like unconditional love and support.