Unconnected and out of touch. I've been without an internet connection and cable for the past week. Just me and an empty apartment. I guess I'm not completely alone though. And that is the one thing that is getting me through.
Right now I'm sitting at work, trying to stay hidden so I don't get bothered by all the employees. Not an easy task.
I'm trying not to let myself get lonely, but without warning the feelings start to creep in. I find myself lying in bed with a blank stare and nothing but my thoughts racing around the room.
Change.
It's amazing how quickly life can take a sharp turn and all you can do is hold on for the ride. So here I am, holding on for dear life, and watching the signs pass...curves ahead...boy, do I ever feel that one.
Fear.
I don't know if I can even begin to touch on that subject today. Especially here at work. But it's there, always, in the back of my mind.
So many things I want to say...
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