You got Moxie Kid

Wow, so many things to tell.

I started a new job at Hard Rock as an MIO (manager in orientation). It's only been a few days and I'm still getting used to the change. I have all these mixed emotions about it, happy, sad, apprehensive...and the list goes on. I feel like I'm getting mixed receptions from my peers. For the most part, people are receptive to the change, but I'm not an idiot and I can sense when people are smiling at me and talking shit behind my back. Hello, I was a server there just a few days ago! I know what goes on behind the scenes.

I have the day off today and I'm so happy to get out of there and just think about everything. I have an audition tomorrow that I'm preparing for today. It's a HUGE audition for a hundred theatres or so, nation wide, and I'm pretty determined to catch the eye of at least one casting director. I have exactly ninety seconds to accompish that feat. Right song, right monologue, right outfit, right girl...how can I go wrong.

I'm having a hard time organizing my thoughts lately. I have too many of them floating around and I don't really know where to start. I can't sleep at night because my head is racing hundreds of miles an hour and it often seems as if there is no end in sight. Eventually I drift off, but it's only for an hour or so and I'm up again, trying to get comfortable and thinking again. Why is it that now I'm faced with all these decisions to make, does it ever end? I've been a wife for over eight years and that's the only thing that I know for certain. Everything else seems so up in the air.

Now I find myself just rambling, so I'll end this for now and try again later.

Time to sing.