12/24 Christmas Eve

It's Christmas Eve and I've been wrapping presents for my mom, watching A Christmas Story marathon and eating way too much food because it's all over the house. Those pilates videos will come in handy after the feeding frenzy is over. My anticipation for tomorrow isn't what it used to be, especially this year. It's just not going to be the same without Granny. I'm not ready for how sad I'm going to feel. On the other hand, I am here with my family instead of spending Christmas in an apartment in New York listening to the deaf people above me and eating pizza for dinner. Just not the same. My family goes overboard with Christmas. They have the music playing all the time, lights and decorations all over the house, the little village that lights up and the inflatable snowman out front. Good times. I love my fam. This is random, I've been trying to blog the last couple of days but nothing is really going on and I can never think of anything to say. I'm thinking I want to go back to school. I have this thought once in a while. That's why until this last June I've been a professional student. If only I could afford it. I think I would pursue more psychology, maybe get my masters or doctorate...my friend Janna has inspired me. Crazy talk...I'd be a good clinical psychologist though. Okay, back to watching A Christmas Story marathon.